It is interesting how things work out. I have been planning on doing something all year, and then when the time comes to make it happen, I don't want it anymore. I realize I have other priorities, and I need to get them in order. I have my own life goals and things I want to accomplish and do well at, and it is time to put myself first.
Some may see this as a downgrade, or a failure on my end. I can assure everyone it's not. I am more excited and at peace about next year than I have been for a long time. I can't think of anything I would change about what I will be doing next year.
Oh, and 13 days until I get married....cool.